To tell the truth, this last week or so has been absolutely fuckign miserable. Being alone all the time, fighting with my parents all the time, the nightmares, not being able to see/talk to brendan. Its been horrible, nobody will ever know just HOW horrible until theyve gone through it too. But it was just.. wow. I dont think ive ever needed Brendan so much as i did the past week or so. I miss being happy and whatnot.
To tell the truth, I honestly thought me and brendan were going to break up on saturday, or was it sunday.? Whichever day we talked about how we had been growing apart and stuff. I thought we were going to end up breaking up because of it. Damn, that tore me apart. But i shouldve known better. Hah, Im not going to let anything break us up. Silly me. :X
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