So i suppose maybe it wasn't a promise persay, but an inference. "Im still Yours" and all the other things he spouted made me INFER that he wasnt going to be with anybody else. He said all the things to make me think he wasnt going to, when he knew full well that he was. With her, Rachel. Oh, the horrible things i would like to do to that girl. But anyways, so i suppose it wasnt a promise, or anything along those lines, but thats what he made me believe. And regardless or what it actually was, his plans with Rachel still felt, and will always feel, like Betrayal.
And now, my "Stepfather" has officially stomped on all my plans for this weekend, and decided that i need to stay locked up for another month, so now Brendan is going to be at the mall with everybody, including HER >.>, today, and then God knows where the rest of the weekend. But i did make him say that he wont even go hang out at Rachels house, much less spend the night there again. I wish my "Stepfather" would get in another motorcycle accident, but this time, i want him to die.(: This weekend was supposed to be the start of me being ungrounded, and it was going to make things so much better between Brendan and I but as usual, my "Stepfather" killed everything.,
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