Something SAD

I dont even feel like im a part of his life anymore. Like at all. He's off doing things all the time, and majority of the time were not even talking much less doing them together. I feel like im just some girl he tells shit too at the end of the day, not someone who's actually apart of things. I love him and he loves me, but things have got to change, I cant stand feeling this way anymore.. Its all my parents fault, but i think i can fix this. I CAN fix this.. i think. My dad already agreed to have him and his dad over to dinner whenever his dad comes in from where-ever it is he goes to do work-type things. Hopefully once that happens, we'll be able to do things together again. I was so sure i could handle this when it all started, but its killing me now. Being alone and miserable all the time, never being with Brendan. I miss being happy, i miss having fun with him, i miss how things use to be so much i feel like im suffocating when i think about it.