So its been awhile;

Monday, Brendan and his mom came over and things were talked out and apparently im sortof allowed to talk to him now, and my dad fixed the home phone and internet. Yesterday was my band concert, and he came right after school and we hung out and it was all kinds of great. Today im going to Paidens again which means i get to see him tomorrow. Were not doing what i had really really really been looking forward to, but hey, he says what were doing instead will be fun, so lets hope so, eh.? Im just excited that for the time being, things are going the way i want them to. At least for the most part. My next hurdle is dinner with Brendan and his dad :D I really want that to pan out, and once it does, then its on to Band Banquet! funfunfun:3
I wasnt able to talk to Brendan like all day today, except for on the phone this morningg, and i didnt like it >.> I miss talking to that kid. Theres nobody in the world id rather spend my time talking to. And it seems like when we talk all day long, we seem to have less fights. Maybe its because there seems to be less pressure and stress and stuff because were not trippin about how far apart we are because were not getting to talk.? Its possible. As of today, we have been together for seven months and two days. Best seven months and two days of muh life :D That boy makes me so happy. (:

So its been awhilee;

My "Stepfather" decided to rip all the wires out of the little cable box item, so we no longer have internet or house phone. But then Brendan and his mom came over, things were talked out, and apologies were made, so now im allowed to talk to him on my phone, and my dad wont try to block all the numbers that Brendan could possibly call me from. Which is good, its definitely a step in the right direction. Today is the day of my band concert and Brendan should be on his way as i type :3 The next big hurdle i have to jump, is dinner with Brendan and his dad :D After that its the Band banquet. Oh how i hope that pans out the way i want it to. O__O