Im okayy, but there are these times;

Im okayy, but sometimes it gets to me. Bad. And it feels like im falling apart at the seams, like ill never stop crying. I hate those times. I dont want to feel like that :\ I want to be okay ALL the time with this, because its going to help our relationship and makes Brendan happehh:3 But i think today is gonna be one huge one of those times. :( fuck dude. And its only been three days, :/ Still have forever until june11-ish. I really really hate this. *cries*