Thoughts of a sensitive nature;

Exactly eight days left until our seven month, Where did the time go.? These last seven months just flew by :0 And theyve been absolutely amazing. All the memories :3 Wrestling on his little cousins bed, hanging out with his family on Christmas, all the times at jenkins, i could go on forever. All the sweet memories that keep me going(: I love how chill everything is with him, how i dont have to worry about what im wearing, or my weight, or if im being annoying. I can act silly with him, have horrible bedhead and he doesnt mind, lounge around a house for an entire day with him and it feels like Heaven. I love how i can tell him anything in the world, how theres absolutely no boundaries between us. I love those really long talks we have sometimes, we tell eachother so much, we're so brutally honest. I love that more then i could ever put into words. :0 Seven months and our whole future ahead :D I love being with him, spending time with him., I have so much fun with him. I've never really had that with a guy before. Being able to relax and have fun. He's my best friend in the entire world. The only issue with having your boyfriend as your best friend, is that you have no one to turn to when you need to talk About your boyfriend :P But its okayy, because thats another thing i love about him. We dont fight very much, we used to get meh alot but ive been working on that. He's being kindof totally uncooperative with me working on the meh thing, because everytime i tell him not to be meh, or im trying to get back to good conversation he's having none of it. Its okay though, we'll get there. The Break seems to be the only problem in our relationship that glares out, but what does it matter.? Everybody does stupid things every once in a while. I find that everytime im doing something, i want to be doing it with him. Like everytime i go somewhere, i think about how happy i would be if he were there with me. Everytime i read a good book, i think about how much i want him to tell him all about it. Everytime i hear a really good new song, i want to ask him if he knows it, and if he doesnt then i want to show it to him. I want to include him in all areas of my life i guess, but i cant yet. I cant wait until i can though:3 Like this weekend when i go to the crawfish festival, im probably going to text him the entire time and tell him about everything that goes on, and how much i wish he was with me. So the project i talked about in my last post, is a pillowcase. Its black, and im sewing things on it in light blue, light pink and hwite. I messed up alot, but hey, im HANDSEWING it. Besides, at least that shows how many hours ive spent on it already, and how many more im going to have to spend on it. Its really really soft, some fabric called micro-knit jersey or some shiz. I think he'll like it. I hope so, i sure am putting alot of effort into it. I just figured i'd do something special for him. Another thing for him to look at and think of me :3 Im also thinking of doing a scarboook item, which wont be surprise for him. He'll know about it. Its going to take me forever though, because im going to take all the pichures over time, when were doing things and stuff. I think im going to take pichures until our one year, and then put it all in there with a bunch of our old pichures, even though he hates them, and then it will be a scarbook of our first year together :3 I think thats a great idea. :D Mmmm, i do love arts&&crafts, especially when its for him. I do love to make him smile.<3