Honestly dear,

I don't wanna play the brokenhearted girl.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Angry but Great.(:

So my "Stepfather" took it upon himself last night to take my phone, go through and read everything on it, get on the internet and check my email, and delete ALL of my saved messages from Brendan. Needless to say, i was pretty mad about it. Then he went on and on about how Brendan is just a roadblock in my life, he's holding me back from having/reaching goals, and that Brendan doesnt care about me at all. All of which is a total lie. Brendan supports me more then anyone in my life ever has, and he does care about me. We've been involved with eachother for over three years, we've had more then enough time and memories to develop some pretty deep feelings for each other. However, im still feeling pretty great despite this injustice. This weekend i was finally let out of the house and i was able to see Brendan two days in a row. Pretty WONDERUL(: And this weekend is going to be pretty freaking great too,((: I've got high hopes for the future, and im determined not to let my "Stepfather" dash them. So something nice happpened last night also. I watched an entire movie about a girl named Rachel and didnt even think about Her until afterwards. Looks like i really am totally over that little..speedbump.. in our relationship :D ilovehim<3

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