Honestly dear,

I don't wanna play the brokenhearted girl.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

What you have made me.

Ive done everything i can to get help. Ive told the teachers, ive called CPS, ive tried to convince you to let me go, but you thwart every plan i come up with. You defeat me everytime, and im stuck with you. People wonder how i cam to be the way i am, bipolar, a little schizophrenic. Well its YOUR fault. I am what you have made me. You have made me crazy, you have made me unhappy, you have made me die inside, but you have also made me strong. Stronger then you will ever be. I once was heartless and a cheater just like my mother, until one day i realized that i dont want to be anything like her. I dont want to have the reputation of a slut, i dont want to be unhappy, bouncing from boy to boy to boy. And thats when i found my soulmate, a boy who is perfect for me in every single way, who i love with all my heart, who i wouldnt give up for anything in the world. Brendan loves me, despite what you have made me. You have made me paranoid, you have made me bipolar, you have made me have anger management issues, you have made me a hard person to love. But he deals with it all, because we love eachother that much. Im going to spend the rest of my life with him. Yeah, you hate that. Yeah, your doing everything you can to break us apart. But you will not succeeed. You have taken WAY too much from me over the years, you are not taking him too. No. I am what you have made me, but my life with him will be what i make it. Completely apart from YOU.

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