Honestly dear,

I don't wanna play the brokenhearted girl.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

The man who thinks he owns me

You are a liar. You are self-centered. You have a faulty belief system. You are cruel. You dont listen to anyone but yourself. You are judgemental. You are narrow-minded. You are uncaring. You are full of shit. You think you are my "father" but you are NOT. You are just my mothers boyfriend, the one she has been cheating on for well over three years. You are the most hateful human being i have EVER had the displeasure of meeting. I hate you. I hate you and i wish you would just die already. I dont want you in my life, and believe the moment i can leave your house of misery, i will NEVER return to it. You do everything you can to control every aspect of me. I cant be friends with who i want, i cant dress how i want, i cant wear as many necklaces or rings as i want, i cant wear what shoes i want, i cant date who i want, i cant eat what i want. You go through my trash, my school things, my phone and text logs, my internet usage, try to monitor the books i read and music i listen to. Fuck that. Fuck you. I AM MY OWN PERSON. I do not belong to you, i am not yours to control. So, could you like, get the fuck out of my life.? Im tired of being miserable and alone all the time because thats how you like me. Im tired of having to bow down to you. You are NOT my dad. You are just some controlling bastard who likes to make my fucking life hell. LEAVE ME ALONE. :C

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