Because im trying, maybe a little Too hard.

When i look back on it, its never THAT big of a deal, but when i set my hopes on something and i get letdown, it just affects me so much. Disappointment has the bitterest taste. Once the tears start falling, i cant stop them. Like two little waterfalls pouring down my face. I wish i could just settle for things, or hang out with my friends instead of him. I wish i wasnt so damn sensitive all the time. I cry over so many stupid pointless things that he probably never even gives a second thought too. Like choosing his friends over me. I mean it sounds bitchy, but he can see his friends ANY time. He hardly sees me at all. I dont know. Im just dumb.