Trust, and promises

Mother- Someone you are supposed to ALWAYS be able to trust and rely on. Someone who is supposed to take care of you, and always see the best in you. So many young girls out there take advantage of their great moms, and its ridiculous. They'll never know just HOW ridiculous until they have had a mom like mine. One who you cant trust, who breaks every promise she makes, who is too scared to stand up for you, who critizes you, who judges you, who screams and insults you for no reason, who makes you lie for her, who makes you cover up the fact that she's cheating on your stepdad, who gets drunk and acts like a fucking idiot every night, who makes you stay with a man who mentally torments both of you just because she's too damn incompetent to take care of you, who tries to kill herself repeatedly and says that YOU are the reason that she wants to die, who you are more of a mother to then she has EVER been to you. When you get a mother who lies and cheats, who makes you keep all her dirty secrets, who is never there for you when you need her, who blames you for everything that she does wrong, who expects you to be happy with the life that she has given you just because theres food to eat and clothes to wear. Food and clothes are NOT the most important things that a parent is supposed to give their child. What about HONESTY, what about TRUST, what about teaching them to value their friendships and the people who love them, what about doing whats best for them and trying to make them happy.? What happend to all that.? Just because i dont go hungry doesnt mean i have a great life. You have ruined me. You have failed as a mother, and now i get to pay the price. Thanks for that.